Personally the darkweb has been good to me. After losing my job a few years back, I sold my car, cut my cable and cancelled my health insurance. Eventually I realized that to feed my three teenagers, I needed major help.
Anytime I went to the food bank, it dawned on me that I used to bring food here in the past to donate to the poor. Things got worse when I was kicked out of my apartment. My kids had to go live with my mom. I was too ashamed to move in with them, I roamed the streets and lived rough. Being a very independent person, I was too proud to beg my friends. I was just too ashamed to face them and the world.
I tried very hard to get a job, but I just couldn’t land a job interview. Then depression set in, I started talking to myself, I was eating less every day and I was emaciated. I lost all hope and I resolved to kill myself.
However I didn’t know how to go about it. I was too scared to shoot myself and I wasn’t brave enough to jump in front of a train or a moving vehicle. I figured there must be a painless method to end my life. Maybe I could find a pill or some sort of magic drug. Since I didn’t know what to do, I decided to do some research on the darkweb.
I had never used tor before or visited any of the market places. I had no idea about bitcoins, monero or dash. But while researching the best way to kill my self I stumbled on all these stuff. It was like Alice in wonderland. A whole new world had opened up for me and I was awe struck. After several hours hours spent researching the darkweb and its markets, I decided to give it a go.
Hope was abound. My new found discovery banished all thoughts of suicide. I was no longer forlorn and I felt a new energy within me. I borrowed some money from an old friend, then registered on one of the darknet markets as a vendor. The rest I invested in high quality MDMA. Dear friends, this is how I ended up selling drugs online.
Within a few months I became one of the best known drug vendors on the darkweb. My profits soared. I regained my self esteem and I was able to take care of my family again. I opened an ebay business as cover for my drug dealing. At some point I decided to work as hard on my ebay business as I did on my darkweb business, but nothing compared to the profits the darknet business raked in. I then decided to use ebay and amazon only for cover.
I know I will not do this forever. I have to quit and move on to other things while the going is still good. But I will forever be grateful to the darkweb and all its pioneers, for saving my life and giving me a second chance. If I hadn’t discovered tor and it’s wonderful onion websites, I would be six feet under now.