I have watched shit that I should have fucking never watched!! I have seen so much shit, it’s driving me insane! In real life or whatever, you name it, I have watched something so fucked up that after I saw the video I didn’t have an appetite for a fucking week. I also had horrible nightmares to go with it. I’d sleep for an hour, wake up after a horrific nightmare and have the feeling that someone was in my room ready to kill me.
My mistake was going on Tor. I didn’t believe the stories, I thought they were lies and full of crap. I had many doubts but my curiosity got the better of me and I decided to investigate. I downloaded Tor and searched for snuff films. For the uneducated, snuff films are movies in a purported genre of movies in which a person is actually murdered or commits suicide. If a film is created for the sole purpose of being distributed for entertainment and financial gain , then it qualifies as snuff.
I found an onion website where I could watch real life murders and suicides. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing, but it was real. I watched a suicide video of a Chinese man who shot himself and his brains flew out. I am not used to seeing shit like that and I had nightmares and cried for hours. My boy friend warned me against watching it, but I didn’t listen.
I watched 3 guys one hammer. This is the actual horrific footage of the “Dnepropetrovsk maniacs” brutally murdering an innocent, defenseless man. The video was filmed by one of the 19 year olds on his mobile phone. It shows the 45 year old victim lying on his back in a wooded area suddenly being struck repeatedly in the face with a hammer held inside a plastic bag. The man’s face is completely bloodied and mashed beyond recognition however he continues to breathe and even raises his arms. One of the murderers then continually jabs the man in the stomach area and face with a screwdriver. The victim is then struck with the hammer again to ensure that he is dead. One of the murderers can also be seen smiling towards the camera in the video. The guys involved killed a total of 21 random, innocent people and are serving life in prison.
You can’t even describe how sick the guys from 3 Guys 1 Hammer are.
Is it normal? I am now addicted to gore pictures and videos despite the fact that I find them horrible. I have lost sleep, cried, thrown up, had nightmares and everything. I always feel bad for the people in these videos and pictures. I don’t think I am the kind of person that can handle seeing these things but I keep going back.
I can’t believe people are so heartless and sadistic. People that steal and murder are evil, but this shit is on another level. That dude Peter Scully must be possessed by the devil himself in order to carry out such atrocities towards children. People like that should be put to death immediately. No trial, just execute them.